My school soccer team came in second in state yesterday!!! Yay!!!^^But,that was my last NCS soccer game. I'm really depressed about going to a high school that's like 5 million times bigger than the school I'm currently at.I won't see my friends as much and worst of all,the guy that I really like is staying there...*cries*I have travel try-outs tomorrow...I hope that goes well.

It's towards the end of the school year(with a month or two left), all these people I've known have become quite different.Things change,but I don't know why my whole life is...Next year, I'm probably leaving my current school(which is k-12th grade if you didn't know) and going to a very big high school.All of my friends will either stay behind at my current school, or they too will leave.For the second semester of this year,it's been pretty bad.My friends leave me behind and ignores me until I can't take it anymore.I also have a pape rdue when we get back,and I can't think.-.-One of them,especially ignores me when she's with one of my other friends.It drives me insane.I hope it doesn't happen as often or as badly.In other positive news, I'm on spring break!^^ Yeah me!Well, talk to ya later!

~:Nat:~

Yeah! It's Easter break...and I'm writing this journal when break is basically over...anyway,I've been doing nothing except for one of my friends came over but otherwise it's been boring.I hope everyone had a happy Easter!
I'm soooo bored right now....*stares blankly at computer*
We go back to school tomorrow...I don't really want to go...all I want to do is sleep,listen to music, and screen for the week. This is the first time in a long while that I've been lazy...but then there's soccer which will most likely keep me going through the week.

Today's just another ordinary day.Well, happy Valentine's Day!
Even though it was V-day, it wasn't the best best day ever...I just had another somewhat depressing day....I got a CD yesterday and I ABSOLUTELY LOVE it!!!xD So, that made my day a little better.Now I'm obsessed with it!!! I'm currently obsessed with a lot of things.Well, see ya!

~Nat

I have nothing to do and wondering what's up with my friends and sports starting up, I just don't feel like going through it all...this year, I've been feeling like an outcast or something...I've begun not to care about it from all the lack and deprivation of friends being there for me,so all there is,is loneliness and emptiness...along with rejections from other people...